"A talk with the past"

Did you really ever loved me?
Did you ever cherished what we had?
Did you ever included me in your plans?

Was it really for me?
Did it turned out well?
Didn’t you regret it?

You said it was all for me in the long run
Was it?
Or it was all for your own good?

Are you happy?
Are you happy knowing I’ve ruin my life just to forget you
That I gave myself for the bad just to make myself feel better.

Are you happy?
Knowing I was fuckin’ sick for a year?
That all I ever think was you.

Are you happy?
Leaving me alone and forgetting all about me?
That you never looked back or had any second thoughts?

Aren’t you sad for leaving me?
Aren’t you sad that I’m ok now?
Aren’t you sad that your coming back and I already moved on?

Don’t you regret it?
Coz I regretted that I never waited a little longer.
Your memories keeps me alive didn’t you know that?

And what I’am now is what you made me.
Partly it was my fault but partly it was all you.
I’ve been very bad but I learned to be better.

Your memories keeps me sane
You make me go back when I’m being lost.
How come you let this happen?

Why did you let me go on my own?
Why let go when you plan to come back?
Why let me love someone else?

You make me feel so damned right now
And I don’t know what else to say
I just don’t know what to do and what to feel.


At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away.

It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation.

What is truly yours will eventually be youre, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

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